I recently had surgery, and now I’m supposed to be
recovering. (Actually, I’m feeling a lot better today). Since I hadn’t had
surgery before, I assumed recovery
meant “lay on the couch and edit.” And then, I discovered that codeine
befuddles my brain and exhaustion makes me fall asleep. Even writing coherent
emails was hard. One of my minions would look over my shoulder and say, “Uh, I
don’t think you mean what you typed.” And the minion was right. It’s a bad
thing to write and forget words, especially words like “not.”
So editing is on hold for the next few days. But my
experience got me to thinking about modernist literature. You know, stuff by
James Joyce, Djuna Barnes, Ezra Pound, Gertrude Stein, et al. Now I finally understand those works of fiction. The authors
were all under the influence of codeine when they wrote them. It’s not that
Joyce was making some kind philosophical statement when he used pronouns
without antecedents. It’s just that under the influence of codeine, he forgot.
It’s not by eschewing dialogue tags that modernists hoped to explore
fragmentation. It’s that they deleted the tags by accident.
I totally understand him now. I just thought he was trying to be witty! Well, I'm glad you're doing well and recovering. I can't type well and I'm not on codeine.
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better soon! Recovering is tough!
ReplyDeleteAfter back surgery I was on Codeine and working on ghost writing a non-fiction book. After I got off the codeine and looked at my writing I couldn't believe how many obvious errors I made in my writing!
ReplyDeleteHAHAHA! Great post!
ReplyDeleteLOL. You're fantastic! I'm glad you're feeling a little better today. I hope you keep getting better and better super fast :)
ReplyDeleteI've sort of wondered about the history of Alice in Wondeland/Through the Looking Glass. Haven't read it, but I keep hearing Lewis Carrol was doing drugs when he wrote it.
ReplyDeletelol! Hope you feel better soon - although it sounds like the sudden codeine-induced understanding of intricate existential works could be fun!
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